Thank you for your comments. My husband is agnostic, I am Christian. As a Christian I try to always do as Christ would do. I do not really know what my purpose is or what I am suppose to do on this earth, so I try to do the next right thing. Live here in light of "there", so I try to be a good example for him and by doing this I need to do without. Maybe it is me who is selfish in wanting to grow in an area I feel that I would be good at, or maybe God wants me to focus on my husband, and try to bring him closer to God, maybe I am as close as he is going to get to knowing God.
How am I suppose to have gratitude when I am not allowed to be who God intended me to be? My husbands priorities always come first and I do the best I can to help him with his "things", but everytime something comes up where it interests me; it is not important enough and I get brushed aside. I feel like the only time that I will be allowed to do what I want is when heaven forbid, I am alone. I sometimes feel like I am non-existant.
cshefchek (anonymous) says...
I just started reading the book "The Secret". I am interested.
On The Secret (Laws of Attraction)
March 23, 2007 at 9:56 a.m. ( permalink | suggest removal )
cshefchek (anonymous) says...
Thank you for your comments. My husband is agnostic, I am Christian. As a Christian I try to always do as Christ would do. I do not really know what my purpose is or what I am suppose to do on this earth, so I try to do the next right thing. Live here in light of "there", so I try to be a good example for him and by doing this I need to do without. Maybe it is me who is selfish in wanting to grow in an area I feel that I would be good at, or maybe God wants me to focus on my husband, and try to bring him closer to God, maybe I am as close as he is going to get to knowing God.
On Opening the heart, Part two.
March 22, 2007 at 11:02 a.m. ( permalink | suggest removal )
cshefchek (anonymous) says...
How am I suppose to have gratitude when I am not allowed to be who God intended me to be? My husbands priorities always come first and I do the best I can to help him with his "things", but everytime something comes up where it interests me; it is not important enough and I get brushed aside. I feel like the only time that I will be allowed to do what I want is when heaven forbid, I am alone. I sometimes feel like I am non-existant.
On Opening the heart, Part two.
March 21, 2007 at 4:58 p.m. ( permalink | suggest removal )